I didn't think about being a lesbian or anything like that. I hadn't heard of it, but I did have an attraction to girls. When I was about 7 years old my mother caught me and a girl kissing and I was on top of her humping. My mother spanked me I really felt bad for the spanking. I also felt embarassed. I always enjoyed playing mommy and daddy. I was always the daddy. Until this day my mother never knew, or perhaps never thought I was a lesbian. She probably thought it was something I had seen an adult do. I am married now, but I have problems in my relationship because I do not have sexual feelings for my husband. I get very tensed. Once, an older lady approached me about being with her indirectly, I was really turned on,but was afraid of getting caught with her. I finally told my sister. She said she already knew. That was a load off my shoulder. She supports me in everyway possible especially when I need someone to talk with.
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